..::|:.: Scattered Words

"in brokeness, I could see, that this was your will for me..." :: Jeremy Camp

5.01.2004

One more thing.

I'm still working on the design issues, etc. So if things don't work or don't look right, let me know and I'll fix it as soon as possible. Now I'm really going to bed.

First post. It's a new day.

I'm gay. Or, at least -- I'm a guy, and I'm attracted to other guys. Trouble is, I don't want to be. I'm working toward healing. People tell me that I didn't choose to be gay, and that I can't choose to be straight. They may be right, I don't know. But I'm gonna try.

You're asking yourself a lot of questions now, I'm sure. Number one being "why?". Well, there are a lot of reasons -- A LOT of reasons. I'll get into those. My goal is to journal once a day, at least. You'll find out more about me than you ever wanted to know, I'm sure.

If you're struggling like I am, just a warning -- the stuff I write about could be triggering. I won't be too explicit, but I will be honest. If you think I'm a fool, a biggot, whatever -- that's cool. I respect your viewpoints. I ask that you respect mine.

For now, I must sleep. Early, early day tomorrow.