..::|:.: Scattered Words

"in brokeness, I could see, that this was your will for me..." :: Jeremy Camp


To Brock.

Dude, seriously, one mortal wound at a time, okay? No one knows more about the abuse that I suffered than me. There's not a day that goes by that I don't think about it. And it saddens me that you can't connect what happened to me then and what's happened in my life since. It saddens me that you can't see how that could affect a person's psychosexual development. It terrifies me that you believe a 13 year old boy is ready to have sex with anyone, let alone another kid.

As my journey brings me to those issues, as the connections are made and I'm ready to deal in a capacity that will encourage growth -- then trust me, you'll hear about it. Give me time.