..::|:.: Scattered Words

"in brokeness, I could see, that this was your will for me..." :: Jeremy Camp

5.20.2004

Thinking too much.

That passage from 1 Corinthians has really been on my mind lately. The fact that I will never have that "oneness" with my possible future wife (at least not in the way God intended) is kind of sobering. And what does it mean, exactly -- to committ a sin against your own body? I know, I think, but I don't really understand, ya know? It's weird.

I often think about how different my life could've been. But then I think about the things that I actually do like in myself, and wonder if those things would be different, too (good things can come out of suffering [seriously, I've read about it]).