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"in brokeness, I could see, that this was your will for me..." :: Jeremy Camp

5.22.2004

Porn.

Tony again raises an issue that makes me think. I'll admitt -- it is a problem for me. And I'm probably using it now to medicate my recent "departure" from a sex-filled lifestyle (maybe that's why the past two weeks haven't been so bad, a false sense of security?).

Places like xxxchurch.com have well documented it's destructiveness to the person and particularly marital relationships. I think Tony's rationalizing it too much. He's open about it, so it's no big deal? Porn is beautiful? Not the kind you buy in adult bookstores. It's not exploitive of people? Do we really have to discuss that? It's perhaps one of the most exploitive things man's ever invented. I just think sex is supposed to be a private thing.

Now I wish I could just stop watching it.