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"in brokeness, I could see, that this was your will for me..." :: Jeremy Camp

5.03.2004

Needs.

In the comments on my last post, the question has been raised as to what "needs" I'm trying to fill with sex? That's a good question -- because aside from the fact that I'm a guy attracted to other guys, I also have the fantastic problem of sex addiction (most homosexuals do, I gather). So I struggle with all the crossed wires in my brain and all the pain/problems of an addiction, too.

So, the question -- what am I trying to fill? Lots of things, I guess. The need for love, acceptance, that missing part of my masculinity. Lots of things. Lots and lots of things. It doesn't work though.