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"in brokeness, I could see, that this was your will for me..." :: Jeremy Camp

5.07.2004

Motivation.

I have it. For some strange reason. Maybe it's all of you out there praying for me, I don't kow? Truth is, no one in my off-line life knows about me (as far as I know). I'm way to *ashamed* (I guess) to let them see this in me. It's easier to be way honest in a psuedo-anonymous forum like this.

My Bible's still sitting up there on my shelf. I wanta pick it up. I really do. I just feel, kinda embarassed -- ya know? Like I'm only doing it to get something in return. I'm not sure that matters, but then, maybe it does. Maybe. It takes a while to form a habit. It'll probably feel awkward for a while.